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♥ ♥ ♥ p.s. </3

I didn’t know what to do,
I was confused too.
I couldn’t get him off my mind,
He was caring and he was kind.
Why couldn’t he see?
I wanted him to fall in love with me.
I wanted him to see life
Through my eyes.
It had been like a knife,
Straight through my heart.
When I’d heard what he’d said.
It kept running through my head.
It was killing me inside.
I couldn’t believe he lied.
He treated me like dirt,
And all I did was simply hurt.

Meetin u Was Fate,Becomin Ur friend Was My Choice,But Fallin In Luv Wit you…was Beyond My Control..

Im so sick of cryin…so sick of tryin…i kno im smilin… bt inside im dying..

smetimes u thnk uv gt ovr a persn bt wen u c em smile ", u realis ur nli pretendin 2 gt ovr em 2 erase d pain dat el nr b urs…

u ask me hw many times iv had me heart brke <3 i say luk in 2 d sky n count d stars…

ye mayb sme1 cn heal my brkn heart…bt nt wiv ou al d lil pieces…

i cry 4 d times u wer nearli mine i cry 4 d memories i lft behind i cry 4 d loss the old n d new i cry 4 d times i taught i had u…

if e hurts u nce its his fault if e hurts u again its ur own…

nvr say 4evr cuz 4 evr isnt real it isnt sme thnk lastin its wat u thnk u feel…

y is it ppl luv d 1s dat hurt em n hurt d 1s dat luv em?…

ntn is mur painful dan relisn e ment evrithnk 2 u n u ment ntn 2 em…

If d nly Possible Way We Cn B Tgthr Is In My Dreams…den Il Sleep 4evr..

i tel hm evrythn i mean EVRYTHNG bt y cnt i tll hm he means evrythn 2 me?…

Evry1 says 2 giv up on u bt dey dnt see u lik I do ur d 1 who brke my heart ur d reasn my wrld fell aprt, ur d 1 who made me cry Yt I stil love u n I dnt knw y?..

Im nt supposd 2 love u Im nt supposd 2 care n im nt supposd 2 liv my life wshn u wher dare im nt suppose 2 wndr wher u r n wht u do Im sorri I cnt hlp myslf Im stil in love wiv u..

Im convincin myslf tht Il fnd sme1 new i wnt b alne bt I wnt b wiv u ur w8n 4 me 2 crawl bck 2ur side bt no nt tis tim tis tim Im kepn my prid So good-bye 4ever Il b on my way Its gonna tak time bt Il b ok..

d 1st tim i saw u i knew it ws tru,
dat id luv u 4vr n dats wat id du,
u dnt knw wat u du 2 me u dnt av a clu,
u dnt knw wats its lik 2 b me lookin at u…

I wish I had d guts 2 walk away n 4gt wat we hav, bt I cnt bcuz I knw u wnt cme aftr me n I gues tats wat hurts d mst..

d hardst thng is 2 wtch d persn u love b in love wiv sme1 else..

Dnt settle 4 d 1 u cn live wiv w8 4 d 1 tat u cnt live wivou..

Nvr giv up on smethn tat u cn not go a day wivou thnkn bou..

Smetms tryin 2 4get sme1 u love is lik tryin 2 rmmbr sme1 u nvr knew..

*wEn u lUv sUm1 DaT DnT LuV U Bk…U FiNd iT HaRd 2 sTaY On tRaCk…iT LeAvEs u {H.E.A.R.T.B.R.O.K.E.N} n hUrTs sO MuCh…i gUeSs iTs y dAy cAlL It a {C.R.U.S.H}…

~*if u want me to fall for u,
u have to give me something worth tripping over.*~
s0metimes-y0u think y0u`ve q0tten 0ver a
pers0n but when y0u see him *smiLe* y0u
suddenly realize y0ure just pretendinq y0u
q0t 0ver him t0 erase the * pain 0f kn0winq
    * that he’ll never be y0urs *

Im sorry about never trusting u, Im sorry for always hurting ur feelings, Im sorry I cant be who u want me to be, Im sorry I cant be perfect, Im sorry for our past experiences, Im sorry Im not ur dream gurl, What Im trying to get through is that, Im sorry I cant be good enough to be with you.

what is love?
When he says I love you but u no it ain’t true.
What is love?
When u look him in the eye and know everythang is all a lie.
What is love?
When everythang seems as happy as can be. Then we break up and it’s never the same between u and me.
What is love?
When u can’t pay attenion in class and u 4ever put ur first with his last.
What is love?
When a million words can’t bring him back, u no cuz u’ve tried, neither can a million tears u know becuz u’ve cried.
What is love?
All of this and above. It’s pain I c through him and her and u and me.
Why do we try so hard 2 find this thang called love. If it’s just pain, lies and tears cried?
If this is love then it must be GRAND! Cuz I wouldn’t go through this if I didn’t love kissin and holding hands.

Your Perfect
. …Because everything you do
Makes me smile.
…Because every second spent with you
Is worthwhile
…Because when you laugh at me
I laugh too
…Because everyone else can see
That I’m devoted to you
…Because I love your eyes
And the way they shine
…Because you don’t tell lies
And you’re so cute when you whine
…Because when you get mad
You can’t hide it
…Because even when you’re sad
I can’t find
…Because the way you hold me
Sends shivers down my spine
…Because your spirits so free
And your so damn fine
. …Because I never stop thinking about you
It’s just not fair
. …Because you’re so perfect
And no one else can compare

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